discovery

As an adult you discover and gain knowledge on many things throughout the course of your life.

Both positive and negative.

Some take years to learn and master and others only take a split second to realize the knowledge they need or want then they face it head on.

Correcting your negative discoveries is the hard part.  

Such as: You discover that you are suddenly overweight.  Correction on this topic takes months and for some, even years to master.  And some yo-yo between 5, 10 or 20 pounds forever, making clothing an impossibility to master b/c how do you ever know what fits and when?  

Or perhaps you discover that you had a fabulous group of friends that was always around to support you, comfort you and entertain you...and one day you take note that while the friendship is still there it isnt really there.  How do you remedy that situation?

Sure, your life is completely different in every way since you met them and you are a lot busier after work and on weekends (with work) than you ever were before, making it much harder to see them.

It breaks my heart.  Truly breaks my heart.

I miss them more than they will ever know and I hope that things can be patched up before its too late.